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Flying off soon

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Today is Saturday and this means that I will be flying off tomorrow. Well... there are mixed feelings right now. I really want to help the Cambodians there and do the video-ing because its very important but I'm afraid I won't be able to do well in this because I'm not a video person. Gah, who cares, my lecturer would just to make do with the videos I take anyway. 

The downside of it is... I'll be super homesick! I may sound like a freaking retarded baby but even in Singapore, I'll already be homesick when I spend the whole day outside. Imagine spending the whole week outside of Singpore, I'll be super duper homesick! And I'll be missing many people in Singapore while I'm gone. My bf, my family, my friends... everyone lah! Somehow, I feel like I will be gone for months but it's actually only a week thing and I guess it'll pass by very quickly because everyday we will be so busy that time seem to pass by too quickly. I hope it will be that way. 

Anyways, when I come back, I hope that I will be more independant because it the second time I'm going overseas alone away from my parents. And I'm the type that always is so blur and slow that sometimes I look into my bag and panic when I cannot find something when it is actually just on my hand. Cambodia is a different country from those I've been to so I'll get more experience of being independant there I hope. I keep saying I hope because I don't know if I would really be or maybe it'll go the other way around. 

Anyways, I'm going out with my family very soon for dinner before flying off tomorrow at around 2pm+. I won't be around until 6 October, Saturday, which is exactly a week from now. I'll note down things about my travel and will let all the info out here in a weeks time.

Note: I accidentally erased all the messages in my tagboard by accident so if you, the one who is reading this, posted something before, please post again. So sorry! 
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