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Today was so not a perfect day. Why? I'm not going to put it up here. Besides all the troubles, lecturers from SiT came by campus today and they gave a talk on the course Bachelor of Science Honours programme in Food & Human Nutrition. And once again, I'm thinking about my future. Not that I don't think about it at all but its always so stressful because I'm going to turn 18 and soon I've to make important decisions in life but I've absolutely no idea where to go. Like I'm lost in a maze. 

When people ask me 'What would you like to be when you grow up?'. I used to answer nurse, dancer, designer and the answer would always change as the years went by. Right now, I don't have anything in mind. When you have to face reality, you've to work hard to achieve your dreams. Yes, but what would you do when you haven't have a dream? I remember I used to have one but I gave it up for my parents. No point dwelling on it now but I don't know where to go. Listening to the talk today made me think about this once again and I realised that I still have no idea why I am in the this course. Well, on the bright side, no harm working hard because I've been making improvements the past semester. 

It's only the first week of school and I feel like so much has happened. Extremely tired when though most of the official lessons have not begun and have been so stressful by the projects that have proposals due next week. This semester is going to be a tough one. 

On the bright side, it's almost a week to my 18th birthday! ;)
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