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It's the second day of being 18 and although I have been tired the whole day, I feel so refreshed after a bath. Starting from yesterday, it was a perfect day for celebrating my birthday and I was surprised first thing in the morning by my dearest bf who gave me a card and.... 2NE1's second album! It was a really sweet card as I could really tell that he spent loads of time on it. So sweet! The day passed really slow in school though... probably because the lessons were boring. Gah! TA03 also sang happy birthday in the LT during the first lecture. It was like so embarassing and I could really feel my face heating up (Which means my face turning really red). It was really embarassing but to tell the truth, I was really happy they did. Each and every one of them were so sweet! Moving on to dinner which was also the highlight of the day, I ate at Marche and was sponsored 100% by my dearest bf! I really loved the design of the restuarant of Marche at 313 as it felt really homey and there were just so many cute kids there. The roasti and the chicken were extremely delicious but somehow I was unable to gobble them up. Really hate the feeling when I feel so super hungry but when I start eating I only can eat a little. That's what happened. Also, I cried. Okay, I know it's like super stupid because I was being treated so well. I mean... my bf was totally cutting everything up and feeding me there and it was going to be his treat as well. Being a totally princess of the day, I cried. Yes, it may sound stupid but it was really tears of joy. I mean, my bf is not considered rich and he has to cut down on daily expenses just to save up for this one meal and he made and bought me such wonderful things when we have super duper tiring timetables. Knowing that I love sunflowers, he tried to come up with sufficient money to buy them for me but was unable to get them in the end but it was then when I really felt... the sincerity in every action, every movement. And it was then when I could not control my tears that I have tried to hold back for several times of the day and it just rolled down non-stop like a broken tap. I believe I am really lucky to have such a sweet bf. Not saying that all my past birthdays were celebrated horriably, my bf has made my 18th birthday the most meaningful one in my life. Moving on to today, it was really really tiring because we met up for project meeting this morning and I totally snoozed my alarm like 3-4 times because I was so tired. Lessons seemed like forever and my heavy eyelids were about to close any moment during lecture. I really really hated that feeling. It's like my brain wants myself to concentrate but my body was really not allowing myself to. This is the end of the second week of semester 2.2 and I've been really struggling to catch up. Not just that I don't understand, I can't seem to concentrate and follow even if I want to. Something definitely different from me and I hope to get the momentum soon... the first quiz is coming really soon. After hours and hours of lessons, it was finally time for a TA03 outing. Not many people turned up in the end due to reasons like project meetings and stuff but it was really fun overall. It's been a long long time since we've sat down and chat happily like that. As though there was no projects or assignments for that few hours, I felt so free and easy. And... today is the first time I've tried kebab and it was delicioussss! Through this outing I feel that its a great pity because I miss the times when TA03 had lessons together. Haven't thought about this before so when I finally realised it now, I really miss those times. Hopefully, there will be more of this kind of outings in the future.
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