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21 November 2012
The weather was quite bad yesterday so I was worried that the it would ruin Charlene's plans. Yes, I skipped lecture but I guess helping out with Charlene's commercial project is important too? Lecture was boring anyways. So we went over to punggol park and filmed for less than 2 hours. The sun was setting which was a really nice view but then it began to set a little too fast and soon there is very limited lighting for shooting. What was it like? It was a really nerve-wrecking experience... I mean I had to ask with someone I was meeting for the first time (Charlene's friend Hayden). The really hard thing to do was to keep a straight face. Seriously when the camera is not facing you, you tend to relax and when the person looking at you sees it, it's pretty natural to laugh out loud.

In the end we had everything wrapped up earlier than I thought! Though my face was totally smudged with mascara and there was no tissue around so I did not remove much of it in the end. It was a pretty good experience though. Can't wait to see the final product which I know should be good because Charlene's the one who will be editing it. 

22 November 2012
Today was a really long day... Just today, I ended my relationship with my bf officially. Why? It's personal and I'm not going to post it up here. Anyway, it has been a very happy and memorable 6 months and 4 days. I was... kind of sad that it has to end that I actually cried until my eyes are feeling pretty sore right now. This is probably the first time I've cried for so long in my life I guess... 

18 May 2012 - 22 November 2012

Love, it's a really powerful emotion. It takes 2 hands to clap in order for a relationship to last strong and long. In this world, there are just so many people. But out of these many people, it is hard to find someone whom you love and at the same time, that person feels the same way. 
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