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It's the first day of december 2012 and I'm glad that this month is here because it is a sign that 2 things are approaching! Christmas and New Year. And I've been looking forward to the US trip next year even though there is still 4 months.
Last night, I had loads of things in my mind and I know it may not make much sense, I was deep in thought for like... 3 hours?
In life, there is not 100% chance that you are able to succeed. You may see people achieving things that you've not at a very young age and of course, those achievements would not be obtained without hardwork. Not everyone succeeds at a very young age.
I'm 18 this year and I feel like I haven't achieve anything in my life yet. In fact, I don't have a goal that I am willing to put in 100% effort to achieve it. I once had a dream. I was going to be a famous designer where I can put smiles on people's faces as they confidently present themselves in their own style. But I gave up on that dream because my parents called it 'impractical'. I know parents do not say it directly because they do not want to hurt us but I knew that they were the ones who brought me up, of course they would want to me make loads of money so that I can support both them and myself. It took me a really long time to recover from that lost and I felt that I was thrown into oblivion. Once again, I felt like my life had nothing.
We only live life once, and it is important for us to cherish each and every single second spent. People always say 'don't be afraid, work hard to achieve your dreams'. Of course... it's easier said than done. The truth is, I am afraid. I believe only a fool would feel otherwise. There is just so much about myself that I've yet to discover too.
Hello to Myself - Ye Eun (Wonder Girls)
Hello to Myself, the song I listen to when I'm feeling lost in life decisions. 'The most important decisions in life are never easy' - Step up 3. It's uncertain now, but I believe one day, I'll know.
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