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It's be a rough couple of days and I'm struggling to get back on my feet. Even though there are some who reach out to me, concerned, I have never felt so lonely in my life. Everything felt so fragile that a single step I take may smash everything into tiny little pieces that I can never pick up again.
My mind has become so confused and I no longer know what's right anymore. With every decision, someone gets hurt. So many questions. I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I would be. It's a new feeling but I'm also striving hard to get myself up. Term test is just next week and I can't afford to let this affect me. Of couse, easier said than done. But still, I can hope.
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