34
The weekends are here and finally it's time to take a break. Especially when there are 2 presentations and an interview next week. Following that, 2 deadlines and 1 term test in the following week after CNY. Wow.
Somehow I feel like I really slacked through today and I was taking my time doing my stuff. Suddenly at night, everything that I'm supposed to do but had forgotten smacked me in the head and I finally realized that theres just so much left to be done. Damn it, what am I doing?
I've been thinking of studying all the time now of days, something must have gotten into my head but the thing holding me back is moi lazy bonesss. Too lazy to reach out to pick up a pen/pencil to write notes. Or I end up doodling instead.
And now I get it, I need DISCIPLINE.
But it's so not me to sit still on one spot for the whole day because it'll drive me crazy if I do. And I don't know if I am being really slow because next week is the second last week of school (Before term beak). & here I was, thinking that the end of this semester is still far far away.
I think it's not me because today marks the exact one month since I school reopened and the term is ending so soon!? I can't say I'm looking forward to the holidays. Somehow nothing's exciting me much (except for my US trip, cmon, who won't be excited for that) and I think something has gotten into my head because for the first time in a busy school term, I'm denying of wanting holidays.
And for the whole CNY, my mind will be thinking of the damn deadlines I need to fulfill. My outfit for that day is already settled BUT, I just noticed like yesterday, my shoes do not match. There goes, I've to go purchase a new pair tomorrow. Squeezing that into my already long list of things-that-I-need-to-do.