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It's Valentine's day and Friendship day today but it has gone by pretty boring to me. Loads of mixed feelings are whelming up and I'm like... in a state of confusion? All mixing and churning up inside of me and I don't know what exactly am I feeling on a whole. Sorrow? Fear? Hate? Well... let's just say my love life isn't one splendid one overall because one thing I may end up being a bitch and... well I rather not say anything here. I guess there are ups and downs. I've always been saying how good it is to be single and swear to be for the rest of my life but hey, what a damn liar I always was! No one can doubt that there are loads of benefits of being single but there are also loads of benefits of having another half. As many say, just follow your heart and nothing matters. Well... the heart can be swayed too easily sometimes and we end of being in fluctuated instead. Okay, the moral of the story is, don't be with someone unless you're 100% confirm confirm confirm you've thought about being with them for the rest of your life. Or else... well you may have crushed onto someone's hopes and dream.
It's kind of a thing in Singapore (I don't know in other countries) where its common for teenagers to have a few bf/gfs. Okay, not only teenagers, but children as well! It's always shocking to hear about children about the age of 12 or so having bf/gfs. And I'm not going to judge by saying anything about it but its just not really expected from me but it's slowly becoming a nothing-is-wrong thing these days. I don't pretend to be a real expert in love but... I guess leave it to fate? I mean even if I rejected someone or got dumped, if it's fate then that day will come? At the end of this post, I don't really know what I'm really saying but hey, at least I said some stuff that I want to let out. Tomorrow's another term test day. Once again,