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It's one day before my US trip and it's 1.02 am right now but I'm blogging because I feel like doing so. I've just got back not long ago from A11A3 outing at Simpang Bedok and it has been like 2-3 weeks since I last saw everyone. While chatting, the topic suddenly turned to examination results which would be released just tomorrow morning but apparently I would be on the plane to US when it is released. I guess the only way I can get my results the earliest would be during my transit at Japan airport but if I fail any of my modules, I guess I've to fly back to Singapore immediately to take a supplementary paper haha. Anyways, on the serious side, I'm actually more worried of my results than excited for my trip now because whatever that comes out might ruin the trip for me. Like most time, I actually feel that I'm going to do badly but most of the time, I did pretty okay or better than I expect. BUT, most of the time isn't all the time and there is always a chance I would fail something so I can't get my hopes too high either. I can't imagine how the hell I would feel if I actually failed something. I mean, the trip would have to be cancelled for me and I've to bring my ass back to Singapore to study again. No point stressing over it now because everything is already set and there is nothing I can do but to pray. For the record, I've not failed any of my modules so far and I really hope it would continue on this way until I graduate but there is no guarantee of course, I've to hope and do my best. I guess I'll leave another post later tonight before I leave for US and I hope for the best. :) Signing off!
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