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Just last night, I've blogged about leaving my hair long for the first time and I meant really long long this time! I'm actually 20% sure that I will give up halfway because the process of growing long hair is something quite tedious to me. I hate giving up but this.... just leaves me no choice sometimes. Why? Firstly, the process of short to long hair is like..... Speechless. Cut to the chase, I simply hate hate hate medium length hair. That's also the reason why I refuse having bob hairstyle for the past few years and simply so for hairstyles that had the longest strand of hair on my head above or just nice at my chin level. I'm sure many other people have the same problem as me which is that I have curly hair. No one can ever tell and many did not believe me when I said I have curly hair because my hair is simply too damn short to tell! It's an illusion :) There is nothing wrong with curly hair. I love wavy and curled long hair and I've always envied people I see with nice curls. So jealous and I feel super far from that with my short hair :( My grandma has really really curly hair naturally and her hair is not short but it's just all curled up so I guess I inherited it? The thing about curly hair on medium length hair is that it always makes you hair curl in a very off way. I don't know whats the word for it but it would curl in an awkward and annoying way. This is always the huge cause that make me give up trying for long hair :/ I guess I'll have to make frequent visits to the salon or find a way to solve this this time. I've no idea why but ever since this idea suddenly popped into my mind, I'm like so excited for long hair but I realize that it is going to take a long time for me. Probably 1 years or so? I think longer than that. But nevermind, it's going to be another first-time in my life and I'm not backing down so easily this time! Yeah uh, these are words I say at the beginning of this determination. See if it lasts! Second reason for not leaving long hair before is that my hair falls super easily. When I tried to leave my hair long before and it got to the longest it ever had which was shoulder-length, I had a serious hair fall problem and I actually thought that I was going to become bald very quickly. I'm not someone who stresses very easily but hey, I'm dropping hair like..... I don't intend to keep very hopes as well because I may not be able to rock long hair? Anyway, reasons for me wanting to leave long hair would be.... Firstly, I want a change in my life. I believe I should try out such stuff in life at least twice because you'll never know, I may look better with long hair but I don't know because I haven't tried it before! Secondly, my physical appearance. What the hell does this mean? I'm referring to my long neck and rectangular face. Short hair actually makes these parts of my body more obvious and with the long neck, I do have problem choosing clothes that bares the shoulder around the necklace area like tank tops and tubes. I know the way I'm explaining is weird but I'm sure it's understandable.
My face shape also makes me fat in some picture angles and I've disliked this factor for many years and I'm sure that having long hair would allow me to have illusion to cover that upp! Maybe I'm meant to have long hair because of this feature and I haven't known that for the past 18, going 19 years because I've never tried long hair.
Thirdly, long hair styles. Can also say that I'm sick of short hair lah. I've always seen girls with long hair tying their hair in many ways and it's pretty interesting and I figure I should try out to be like that as well. With really short hair like mine right now, can't do much about it :/
Seeing how innovative some hairstyles can be and look awesome with simple curls. I'll probably take a really long time to grow my hair out and to people with long hair already, such hair may be nothing but to someone like me, who has never ever had really long hair in my life, it actually is something!
Really excited to seeing myself in long hair in a few months/years time. Shall take a snap shot every month to compare it and somehow I have this feeling that long hair is more for me. I know I've never said something like this before but yeah, I guess becoming close to adult age has changed it.
Going shopping later at bugis for more goodiess for working! Signing off ;)
