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I've been wondering about this for quite sometime and I realized that I've changed ever since I got back from US! Not personality wise, but looks wise. First thing is that I realize that I don't look like myself somehow when I look at myself in the mirror and after a few days, I finally noticed what was different! The reason is that I've gotten abit tan and my skin tone is different from before. I used to be quite pale (That's what everyone says) and my red contacts is the thing that attracts attention when people look at my face. But now with the slightly tanner skin tone, it's not working like it used to be. I remember I was really pale when I was small and I would not want that kind of skin tone right now because I would be like a ghost. I went to camps during secondary school and I got sunburnt countless times but lucky me, my tans tend to disappear really quickly so I'm hoping it would be like this once again. Patiently waiting! The thing about cooling and awesome cold weather is that you won't even know that you're sunburnt because you're so cool that you no longer care whether you're under the sun. A disadvantage of nice weather! Secondly, I've put on weight from my US trip. Honestly, the food over there wasn't much to my taste. I hated the chinese food and tried my best to finish the huge portions of food that is given. Overall, I gained a total of 3kg over 11-12 days and I've never ever gained so much in such a short span of time. Even though I did not finish a single meal over at the US (Including plane food), I still gained which I found really shocking. I was 56kg and honestly, I have never ever passed the 55kg line. It was the first! Sorry if I'm ranting too much about my weight and some people simply get annoyed and tell me that I'm already super skinny but hey, that is not true. Weight is somehow and I don't know why, a sensitive issue to me.
BUT! Over a short time of almost 2 weeks now, I can proudly say that I have cut all the weight I have gained from US and I'm back to 53kg. I've always been 52-53kg for like... 3-4 years and counting and I would love to keep it that way. I am not underweight, still average.