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Not more ranting this time! I'm just gonna talk about what I'm thinking. I've no idea if it's the same as ranting but yeah, I know I love to rant alot alot. Sometimes when I'm ranting to someone I think they just drift away halfway because I'm saying too much or talking too fast. It's the end of 2 weeks of internship and I'm feeling really tired. Not entirely because of the job but also because I think I'm getting older and lousy. No doubt, the stress level is very high for me. Also because I always want to do the best so more stress. Stupid, I know, but hey, it's my nature. Can't blame someone who wants to put in more effort for a better grade right? And I think that I finally deciding to just stay at home instead of my aunt's. I don't know why too! But something has been on my mind alot ever since I've started internship. It's also a question that almost everyone who you meet at work would ask an intern student:
"Where are you going to after you grad from poly?"
I don't blame people for asking but I don't really like it when they do because I have absolutely no idea! Just that question is enough to make my mood go down slope abit and I would just put on a smile thinking that everything is alright by saying "Oh, I don't know". But actually inside, I'm like dying to decide too but it's more pressure when people ask!
Of course, it's important to have plan for your future instead of just waiting and decide when the time comes. But damn, I can admit uh, it's hard to get what you want in Singapore unless you are some business geek then fine lah, you can just get a clear path to what you want.
Anyways, bad stuff aside! Although I am very tired, I am always looking through blogshops because, I think this is only for me, I'm never too tired to shop! And yes, I've ordered a romper and I think I can get it real soon! Yes, I know I can be a real auntie when I am shopping.
Heading out to complete some assignments due next week tho. So sian right!? So tired already still need to do extra stuff on weekends. Bo bian!
