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Helloo Helloooooo! I'm having quite some rough stuff happening in my life for now so I'm not posting as often as I normally do. But but! I'm still happy blogging now! Lately one of the things that have been in my mind would be how I am now. I mean like at certain points of life, you just look at yourself an reflect on your actions and the way you are right? If you don't, I do lah! ;) So I have been thinking alot of how I was when I was young and to be accurate, 10 years ago when I was just 9 years old! Now when I think back, I think I was a naughty brat to be exact. Gahahaha. I'm not embarrassed or what okay! Because, I know the me right now is much better than the past and that's good and something to be proud of in my opinion :) So I decided to blog about my feelings as I have quite some memory issue because I forget about things very very quickly. Why do I call myself a naughty brat? Hah, when I was young, I was a very vain and a kid that wants everything to go my way. I know, there are loads of kids that love things to go their way because they are immature and I was one of them. WAS HOR! ;) I remember that I would visit my grandmother on my father's side every saturday and I still do, and I always meet up with YanLing, Charlene and Cheryl BUT I was a brat who shows the 'black' face when the game I wanted to play is rejected by others. So I would leave the room and pout on the staircase and wait for them to give in to me. Yeah, I know. I was a meanie. But now I feel so glad that my dear cousins are so forgiving! The fact that they are still close to me and they are understanding to my flaws until now just makes me super grateful to them. :) But! Right now, I can proudly say that I'm not this meanie brat like before! Yeah, I know I'm thick skin praising myself but I believe you would understand that it's something good! Oh and the vain part, I admit lah, I'm still vain.... But I think everyone got a certain level of vain also lor! Am I right? ;) Anyways, tomorrow is the beginning of a new week... and the end of this week would mark the mid-point of my internship! I can't really say I'm looking forward to the end of this but in the end I will dread to leave lor, always like that! Signing off! :)
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