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Hellooo! Initially I had prepared to post for 20th June but something unfortunate happened and I was unable to. So, to begin off, I'll just quote what I had already written days ago: "It's 20th June and exactly 2 months ago was the day I began to begin my journey for 2 goals. Firstly, for my weight. I was so determined to diet to lose weight BUT I failed. Like super badly. I think I blogged about it before too. But to my somehow delight, I have lost weight because of the recent viral fever that I am STILL recovering from. I always bragged about 50kg being my ideal weight and tada! Suddenly when I stood on top of the weighing scale, its 49.5kg! I was literally jaw-dropped. Everyone have been like commenting that I have lost weight as it is really obvious visually, like my jaw bones have become more obvious and all. But somehow I am like relieved to hear that lah. So I finally decided to stand on the scale to see what's the difference and I was like happy and totally shouted 'YESSSSSSAAAAA' in the toilet. BUT! IT ALL CAME WITH A PRICE. -.- An on-off fever that has been with me for 1 week and 5 days AND COUNTING. When I went to work just yesterday, my colleague just had to ask 'Eh Crystal, you recover already anot ah? Why you still come to work looking like a zombie?' I laughed really hard. Hahahaha. Secondly would be my hair. Until this day, I am still super determined okay! Not like my diet. Actually it's also super tempting to cut too because trust me when I say this, I have never NOT cut my hair for such a long period of time before. It has been like... more than 3-4 months since I last cut my hair (the last time was around CNY period) and now it's super easy to get bad-hair days but when you're interning, you don't have time or energy to bother actually! So I try my best to avoid mirrors because it would like spoil my mood. But nevermind, maybe I will put all mirrors away until 1-2 years later until I finally gotten long hair. To all the people who don't believe I will tahan all the way until my hair is long, I WILL SHOW YOU! First time in my life I am still so determined after 2 months hahaha. Usually no stamina one but NOT THIS TIME!" P.S. I did not know my condition when I typed the above T.T Right now, it's 22 June and I'm back home. I believe I mentioned in a previous post that I was hospitalized. Yes, on 20-22 June. One of the worse few days of my life man. I'm not going to reveal here what I'm diagnosed with. I believe I need to have my own privacy. If you want to know, do drop me a message. All I can say is that I am guaranteed to be cured if I abide by strict medication for 6-9 months. 6-9 months. Well, the reason why I decided to combine these topics (on my hair and hospitalization) into 1 is that I'm going to continue my medication at full force. Because of this stupid thing, I have to skip Charlene's party at Capella!!! -.- But, health is more important. I get it. I'm not going to cut my hair the whole way too. I'm gonna go full force for this too. I know maybe abit no link lah. My hair and my health. But yeah. I'll keep persevering and I look forward to the day I can finally have a post saying "I've recovered..."
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