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Howdy! Today's post is on... well, life? Hahah. I'm going to be 19 this year and being 18 years old right now, this year was not so smooth and I faced many new challenges like my illness. Like others, I face problems that you guys face. Have you ever been so stressed up and you suddenly sit back and think about 'why'? Why make your life so hard and stressful? What are you doing this for? For others like your parents or for your own sake? I'm sure many people in today's society are not doing something that they like. Like for example, you're taking on business studies because people say it's the path that is secured for you to have a nice and comfortable life with a good income so you don't have to worry about paying your bills or pay for your future children's funds. For someone who lives in Singapore, I know many people who are going down paths like this and you know what, even though they're secured for a safe future, they are NOT happy. They go to work and come home with the grumpy face and the moment the word 'work' is mentioned, they get very angry and start complaining again and again. But why do they still go through all of that? Not saying that that kind of thinking is wrong but in my opinion, people in that path would only have 1 thing at the top of their minds for their entire working life. MONEY. And for me? I admit, I am something like this. I am NOT studying what I want but I just did because of family pressure. Many times when things get hard, I used to just emo at a corner and ask myself, why? Why put myself through these shit when I have no interest and this has never been what I want? I'm sure many people have thought that way before BUT that is not an excuse for not doing well all the way okay! I've been trying hard for my parents and you'll never know, sometimes people unknowingly become fond of what they are studying and they will change ambition to that. Good for you if you're like that. Well... for me, it's still a no no :( But I guess that's how life is. Some people find what they want sooner than others. You have to keep searching because they are some who go their lives without knowing what they truly want. For those out there who are working hard for your dreams, I envy you people but I also hope that everyone can achieve them. For people like me ah, I guess good luck looking uh? Well... lifes a climb, but the view is great :)
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