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Hello again. It's me, back here blogging. It has been a rough couple of months of wondering and finally I've come to this. All my life, I have never truly set a fixed goal or have any target image in my mind of how my future would be. I'm sure there are people out there who would feel the same way. Terrified, lost, uncertain about every step. Every move that you take may just be a bomb that would explode. But who knows unless you try? Although I have had 2 part-time jobs in the past couple of months, none of them ever mattered because it was all for the money and maybe entertainment to be around fun colleagues. Yesterday, I received a call when I was shopping in a convenience store and I found out that I am hired. Wow? I can't remember how I reacted and how I was feeling. Only that I feel neither happy nor sad. Conflicted, somehow? I graduated back in May which was 4 months back and I feel that it has been a long long time since I've had a goal or even something to do, to learn from.