First and foremost, I would like to apologize to my friends and readers for the lack of updates in this space (blog). It has been almost a month since my last post and I know it's a little unusual that it has been this long so I decided to just have a short update since finally I'm resting at home on a rest (kinda?) day.
So what has been going on lately? What's with the sudden "disappearance" from my blog that I love so much? Well, the answer is that there are just too many things happening in my life! It never really occurred to me but applying for University is both stressful and worrying at the same time. It leaves me feeling really insecure and uncertain about the future.
Besides that, I have my second upcoming driving test (I failed the first and was kind of ashamed to share about it here hahahah) and my work and many other personal stuff. It's really really exhausting having to think and worry about everything on a daily basis.
I realized that I have been going on and on about life getting tougher year by year but this is really true. I don't remember myself being this stressed out even when I was studying for GCE o'levels during Secondary 4. Plus, I'll be turning 21 this year. Something I'm half looking forward and half not looking forward to. But, oh well, there's nothing I can do about it. I do know I'll miss being a child/teenager tho.
Some of the things happening in my life pose as challenges and problems. It does make me feel weak and doubtful about myself. But through it all, all these experiences enable me to cherish the good times more and love myself more. Unlike the super negative me from before, I've learnt to look at things in the positive way. I've learnt to look back and smile when I think about what had happened before.
On the other hand...
I do have some draft posts in progress and some of them consist of other fragments of the Tokyo, Japan trip last year. There are also like topics I haven't touched in a long time such as beauty etc. So I hope friends and readers will look forward to the stuff that will be are soon in no time!
Like most posts, ending with a selfie ;)
P.S: If you're wondering what's 'Day 81' as stated in the post title, it simply refers to today being the 81st day of year 2015. That's all!
